Tired, oh so tired.
Good News - I have money, so I can buy those amazing new cymbals this week that I’ve been debating about for 6 months or so.
Bad News – My computer recently decided to give up the ghost and I’ve had to eat into that fund to buy a new motherboard, processor and memory.
Good News – parts are coming Saturday, and I get to play with a brand new shiney computer that is faster than my old one
Bad News – Because its a Saturday delivery, I have to stay in all day, and I found out that a friend whom I haven’t seen in a while is going to be in Brum for breakfast. Bugger.
Good News – With my girlfriend’s new job she sometimes gets home really early, so we get to spend some time together
Bad News – We’ve spent about 3 nice evenings together and all the other times I’ve gotten into a bad mood over nothing and then grumped about all evening, or I’ve been derogatary to Laura and then she hasn’t wanted to spend any time with me which makes me kick myself all evening.
Sometimes, i wish i didn’t have such bad intonation and stressing of words which makes everything I say seem like an insult or a derogatary comment. I honestly don’t mean it, but it comes out that way.
My Mum always said I like to make things difficult for myself. Boy was she right.
